Growing up

its time to grow up.
to stop looking, longing for childish desires
its time to grow up
to no longer look to you nor you nor you
for who i am, or who i should be or want to be or try to be
its time to grow up
to be the woman i long to be
strong
secure
and seeking the One who gives me all my worth
its time to grow up
move on
past all these childish desires
i will grow up
by breaking down my insecurities
letting go
giving in to unknown
and accepting peace in what i can not control
its time to grow up
move on
and let go of all i use to long for